Guilt to Carry to the Grave

One mother’s hard lesson in the foolishness of trusting the word of governments and global depopulationists about vaccine safety and effectiveness.

I’m a teacher with a few science degrees. All three of my kiddos will be vaccinated as soon as they are able.
8 May 2021

My fourteen year old got his first COVID vaccine today. We are so thankful!
12 May 2021

My son was one of the “unlucky” ones and he developed myocarditis after his second dose. He was monitored in the hospital for 3 days. I am not making light of it and I can’t pretend to know what pain he felt. However, I asked him if he is still happy to be vaccinated. His answer was a resounding, “yes.” My younger two children will also be vaccinated when eligible. I am much more fearful of the Delta variant and MIS-C.
24 June 2021

Okay, I’m not an expert. As a parent, I don’t think the risk of myocarditis and it’s severity is being adequately conveyed. I had no idea that “mild” meant 4 days in the hospital and cardiology visits for the indefinite future.
16 July 2021

I have to pay for my son’s hospital bill and endless cardiology follow ups because he got post vaccine myocarditis. That’s not free.
23 July 2021

My son’s hospital bills are starting to roll in from his vaccine induced myocarditis. This is just the first of many and only one of his consults. I imagine we will owe thousands just dealing with the Acute phase of myocarditis. This does not account for his follow up visits, echos, EKG’s, MRI’s, stress tests, troponin levels, etc. It’s very disheartening that the vaccine safety is touted to the public at every turn. But what if it’s not safe? Like in my son’s case. Those experts and officials now bear zero responsibility, financially or otherwise. The burden is all on us; physical, mental, and financial.
25 July 2021

I used to shame people for not getting vaccinated until my son was hospitalized with vaccine induced myocarditis. Life has a way of humbling you.
8 October 2021

It’s 2:30 am and I am awake thinking about my son. This is the time that I hurt and cry….I wish I could turn back time. I wish I was equipped with the knowledge that I have now before I had him get two doses of the vaccine. Seeing the discussion about the 5-11 EUA and every other post being about myocarditis has been too much this week. A decision that I made hurt my child. I will carry the guilt to my grave. I hope sleep will find me soon. In 3 hours I have to pick myself, smile, and carry on.
29 October 2021

On the plus side, at least this woman wasn’t too stubborn and proud to learn from the needless sacrifice of her son’s heart and health, which appears to have saved his two younger siblings from similar fates. They are the lucky ones.

UPDATE: Or perhaps not. As Voltaire is supposed to have written, the only way to comprehend what mathematicians mean by infinity is to contemplate the extent of human stupidity.

I see that many are spewing hate and vitriol towards me because I will be vaccinating my other children when the time is right and I feel comfortable. It won’t be soon. You don’t know my children’s risk factors or co- morbidities. Also, healthy children do get sick from COVID
1 November 2021

Do NOT get vaccinated. Do not permit your children to be vaccinated. If you do, you will come to regret it, bitterly, sooner or later.